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Sunday, November 27
:: The Impromptu Group ::
The tagaytay trip that my friends and I planned didn't go through kasi mahal na mahal namin ang aming work..haha.. So we ended up renting a suite in BSA Suites near Dela Rosa for Friday night 'till Saturday morning. Ang galing nga talaga namin noh? We rented a 4k room for a night para lang to get wasted..haha.. Then kami ni Lhen with the help of Dennis went to SM to shop for supplies (beer, cali ni lhen haha, super daming pulutan, toiletries, etc.). We ended up having 3 rounds of tequila, a few bottles of san mig light, isang red horse grande and our own version of Baileys (rhum + magnolia chocolate). And could you believe ako pa ang nag-initiate ng pagstart ng pag-inom ng tequila? ..haha.. I think naman they understood naman what I was going thru for the past month and especially this past two weeks kaya sabi sa akin bigla "Anna..ibang level na ito!!"..haha.. Tapos nag-usap pa kami ni Dennis about my situation. Pareho kasi halos sila ni Poli ng hinihingi before (sa totoo parehong-pareho..kaya nagkakaintidihan kami nun) kaya he was trying to explain it to me. I told him naman na gets na gets ko na ang problem lang is that now that I get it and I now surely know that I can do somethign about it e he still doesn't want me to try and fix his heart. And could you believe na ako halos ang nakaubos ng red horse? ..haha.. Talo kasi lagi ako sa pusoy dos kaya ayun..tsk tsk tsk..
Then we went to Enchanted Kingdom nung Saturday morning..haha..Alang uwian un ha..straight from the suite..haha.. Ang galing galing talaga namin sa impromptu e we just thought about going there nung Friday afternoon. We got there around 11 and stayed 'till 10. Ilang Anchor's Away, Wheel of Fate, Flying Fiesta, Bump Car, Space Shuttle, Rio Grande at kung anu-ano pa..We even got to see the fireworks display. Para ko ngang long lost sister si Lhen kasi para kaming twins na sumasayaw, naghhop at tumatalon while walking sa park..haha..
Oh yah!! I need to dance pa pala sa Christmas party ng project..haha..required kasi for all new roll-ins since July. Kaya ayun..mukhang magiging ako pa ang mag-iisip ng steps kasi we are about 5 guys and 3 girls. Tapos sayaw!! Ngyak!! *sigh* bahala na..sa december 14 lng nman un..whapak!!
*sigh* *sigh* Ang sarap magliwaliw at pumunta kung saan saan...pero I still feel incomplete...so incomplete..
Somebody asked me.. "Anna, are you happy?" And I answered "Absolutely..No" Then she asked me, "Then why do you smile, hop, dance and be the makulit person you are?" I replied, "I'm not happy...what you see it just a mask I need to use to stay sane. If you only knew the things I feel when I take the mask off at the end of the day..Mabigat and mahirap man dalhin e I don't fully have a choice on those things. Crying, weeping, screaming and all wouldn't be able to help me get these emotions out of my system. I think most of the people I know know the solution for getting rid of these feelings pero I don't have a right nor the power to make that solution become reality."
12:26 AM
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